Saturday, August 30, 2003

il fait du soleil et beau!


i went on a shopping spree again. yes. couldnt help it. the city walk began at target where i bought my winter hat and fur wrap...as u can see in my previous entries...and then i went on to splurge myself at COTTON ON where they were having this mega "$10 under sale". And i purchased a good quality sparky sweater for $10! and 2 skinny polos (a baby pink and an elephant grey) for $25...and i also bought a chunk tear drop necklace (see photo) for $2.

enjoying the sunny weather, i headed down to melbourne central and walked into Bardot and got this beautiful victorian blouse for $25! it was on sale as well...usual was $59! can u believe how much they jacked up the price when victorian style was in this winter!!! and i believe they are still earning even though they are selling it at $25 now. But i know i wouldnt get this kind of quality in china if i were to buy them for $10 or less...so quality over price this time round!!!

oh gosh, Bardot was selling so many pretty summer dresses! i wish i had the money to buy all of them...they cost so ex!!! *sadness*

my hat et moi

INDULGE ME! winter accessories on sale

furry fetish... i bought a fur wrap($5)...a heart shaped diamante brooch from carringtons...just $2.50! *weeee*

a cheapo hat from Target. cost me only $2.05!!! there was a brown knitted scarf which was going for $2.05 as well thot of buying it for wj then i saw that the ends had pong pong balls attached! muahahah...think wj will faint if i present it to him...so it's a NO BUY!

woohoo! hope to wear all these stuff during this winter in china...if not sucha waste even though it's so cheap. sigh... as for the fur wrap, i hope during christmas there will be nice dinners /posh restaurants to attend at end of the year...then

maybe i will get the chance to wear it! but nevermind i shall store it first...

Friday, August 29, 2003

Thursday, August 28, 2003

谁会董

你在那里?
一个肩膀就够了
寂寞
你懂吗?

流泪的深夜
岁夜的模糊
谁会了解
谁看得了

路上行人多
人海茫茫
但心却孤独

想你
很想你


Wednesday, August 27, 2003

why

lately i have been thinking, what is it after you die...why do we all have to pursue something in life or have a goal. so wat if life was meaningless when everyone will die at the end of the day. why are we pursuing this 'goal' or this 'fulfilment'?

why do i have to study so hard to get my degree? why is it so hard to find a job without a degree? why does Man have to make life so difficult and competitive for himself? because of Man, i have to go with the flow, do what everyone is doing and thus survive in this cruel world.

why is it that im facing a sudden surge of emotions and uncertainty. the mind is not with the heart. they are not one anymore. i cant concentrate...get out of my mind! i have become a loner...i was always a misfit but i never minded being a social misfit. i like it. becos i dun relish being everyone's friend. u dun have to like me and neither do i like u. just get out of my way.

i do not say what i feel. i do not tell them wat i feel. maybe i do and maybe i dont. i think of people whom i dislike more than those i like. isnt that weird? and im constantly affected by those whom i dislike...things which they do irks me and it disturbs me. GO AWAY HH! go far far away! u, urself, the way u behave, ur blog irks the living hell outta me. i hated the day i knew u...

my dreams recently are in a turmoil and it reflects my mood in the day. i drink more and more caffeine. sometimes i even want to take a puff. i hate myself for it when i detest breathing in other poeple's filthy and choking smoke. but then i think to myself. rather i take in their second hand smoke, might as well kill myself then to let them kill me! and u know wat's even better? they have pink ciggies now! they are so pretty!

what a contradiction my life has become.