last nite, wj asked me whether was i excited that he was coming over.
i said not yet.
i think he was quite disappointed.
i was sad for him too.
but i couldnt help myself, i remembered the last 2 times when he was about to come over, i would clean the apt a week before hand, that includes the toilet, bedsheets, carpet, wash all my dirty laundry, mop the floor, clean the stove till u can see ur reflection kind! i only managed to vacuum my apt yesterday prior to the 2 days time which he is suppose to arrive.
but suddenly this morning i woke up with a sense of euphoria. an buzz of excitement that tingles in my bones. i realised that i was excited afterall, and that there was PINK in this world..and i dun feel that depressed anymore!
and i dun feel like doing anymore studio work...i haven even wrapped WJ 's presents yet! which im gg to do later...and i haven planned as to where we gg to visit the places in Melbourne! which i used to do like a month before he came. i haven done any preparation at all! and im gg to start right now....
well heck if i get a bad midcrit, at least i got a shoulder to cry on.
maybe i will stop wearing black for awhile. at least i wun look the same shade as baozhatou.
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